我只想要快乐

我要的,很简单
就只是单纯的快乐,
你不能在每一方面都满足我
我只要你,
真心对我,
珍惜我,
可是如果你不是对的人,
请你放手,
让我找到更好的生活,
我不应该为你停留,
我需要更上一层楼,
我需要进步,
每个人都需要进步才会过得更好,
我不希望我停留在这一刻,
我要放弃不该留的东西,
因为一定有更美好的等着我

Is time to have a break

I would like to tell u all..i'm SINGLE and AVAILABLE now!!!
Finally..
This time didn;t feel hurt so much..
Izit because you there always beside with me?
Many of my friends told and asked me:
"you are a very good girl."
"dun worry,it wont be a big problem for you:-)"
"lolzz..is it you dunwan him again?"
"why become like this?are u okay?"
"he love you so much..izit any misunderstood?"


Let me answer you one by one la...:-)
Ya..i know i'm a good girl..hehe^^
Now only i know that you so care about me.
I dunwan him?hahaxx..we both decide together with it..
why become like this?
i also dunno wor..but i'm i really very very OKAY now..
please dun worry for me oh..
he love me so much???
hahax...this one i oso dunno wor..
Aiyaaa...no misunderstood la..


Sooooo easy la,
if not suit for each other then break up is the best solution lo..
Izit he bully me?...
HAHAxxx
only my dear friends will know about it...


NEXTWEEK is the new sem for me to start my degree life..
hope can get more friends and always stay happily...
everyone deserve the BEST oh...muack muack
^^
4/11/2010-10/10/2011 MEMORIES CLOSE :-)

What can i do?

I am not happy...

But wat can i do???

I promised u,

i will oways understand u...

i oways remember wat i had promised to u..

but how bout u?

Juznow u said will accompany me chat at night..

After dinner???

u told me u wan sleep,bcoz u very tired cause of work...

but did u remember wat u had promised to me?

If u cant do it,PLEASE dun promise ANYTHING!!!

i never angry bout tat...

wat my mood now is not angry...

i oso cant explain wat mood i hav now...

i oways try to stand on ur side to think and hope can understand u...

But...
i heard from u there said u r very tired more than said u love me...
no matter u got work or no work,
u sure will tell me u r tired...
if work u will tired bcoz of tat..
if no,u will tired bcoz of accompany frens...
i asked u many times dy..
did u feel so tired wif me?
i try to settle the problem many times..
i found tat the problem is not on ur family,ur frens,is ur own problem...

Even i work till very tired...

if i think bout u..

think bout tat u r waiting for me...

i wont feel tired anymore..
tats y i cant understand y I can do it but u CANT!

everytimes when i listen to ur daily plan...

i NEVER found me inside...

u said u need more time on them...

YA,u may..

u told me u can balance it..

But u really can?

i cant get angry to u...

bcoz tis is ur own plan..

i have no right to intefere..

I scare...

i scare my feeling to u will go..

i scare i will used to u doesn't exist..

i scare i will disheartened on u...

i hope these will not happen on me...

♥ ♥ ♥

2/3/2011

Finally..i got it ♥

Sweet..warm. 

He was sincerely told me tat he really love me and apologize for 

made me sad...

When he express his feeling to me...his teardrops almost fall infront 

of me...

I feel so touch...

Wat i got not only the ring..

Is his true heart...

I love my boy...

农历情人节。。。
我心很痛，
痛到没感觉了。。。
我可以过得更好，我可以。。。
我哭，我伤心，我难过。。。
我霸道，我野蛮，我小气。。。
我心痛，我心碎，我心死。。。
我只是个普通的女生，一个很普通普通的女生。。。
我只需要普通的爱，普通的关怀，普通得疼惜。。。
或许普通的你，真的做不到吗?
Damn my mood now!!!!!

Happy chinese new year & Sweet valentine's day

This chinese new year i less go 拜年..
Most of the time had spent on mahjong table^^
Finally i know how to play MAHJONG...
Damn addict in it..
Angpau $$???
for me r not much la...but oso feel very happy..
can joined 2gether wif relatives..
Hubby was so shy when saw my mum..lolzz...make me laugh cant stop!!!

Valentine's day?
*.*
Wat i did on the valentine's day eve?
i cook some dishes for him and bought a valentine's present to him...
He was so naughty...he hidden his present and the flower and tell me..
'i forgot to buy our valentine's present...'
He written down the words he wan to tell me in a pink colour paper..
He sincerely wrote it out by using CHINESE...
although many wrong words there but i feel so sweet and warm....
He love me so much...
even i did wrong,..he still spent his sleeping time to teach me and slowly explain to me....
He never scold me...
He treat me as his family member...
i really appreciate it...

We need to attend class when the valentine's day,
but is okay luu~~
If we both oso feel happy then everyday oso can bcum HPPY Valentine's day lo^^
At night,i was went out to have dinner wif my fren...
Sincerely thks to my fren send me my favourite chocolate and a bear bear^^
After dinner,my fren send me to 20‘s to meet up my dear frens...
i feel so enjoy and no distance wif them...
we play poker,we gamble...
after poker is tome to TRUE or DARE..
i gt abit drunk when hubby cum to join me...
since i feel faint and wanna vomit...
He drive to send me and my frens back caizhi's home 1st...
my fren,大家姐...she was damn damn drunk at all!!!
need kokfai and sze leong to force her get inside the car!!!
BTW,is a very happy and sweet valentine's day to me...

Some ppl myb will feel tat..Valentine's day only mah,ntg special oso..juz a normal day...
Myb there have no ppl plan any gathering wif them or they r trying to flaunt their own?
Whatever....

Those fucking stupid Bitch.
Juz knw talking bout Nonsense.
Pls look in the mirror urself and see wat kind of stupid before u criticism others.
Dun make me use the makeup remover to splash on ur face.Let everyone see ur true face!
Tolerance limited,
Dun try to provoke me!

热情淡了嗎?
想抽身了嗎?
聊電話也洩氣了嗎?
旧承诺应不假..
却忍不到闷吧..
惦记當天处处鲜花..

互缠著到老..
不死都疲劳..
还是跟你痛快結束..
为承諾守得到..
拍拖都变义务..
沒法稀罕你這情操!

去吧~　
犹如候鳥飛走吧~
未奢想你迷途知返~
自由~
來換失恋那代價~
你真的相信值得嗎???

是我太过爱你,
願意放生你..
無謂你抱着我也這麼的晦氣..
我亦算知丑,　
无谓強迫你..
难道要我對著你..
句句要生要死?!

就當爱错了你,
就當放生你..
无谓你說話里有這麼多怨氣..
我就放開手..　
无谓再忍你..
明白放過你是放過自己..
這個道理!!!

New semester...

Ntg special for me...

for me,there had no particular expectations for tis sem... 

Dunwan to care bout anything...

Some so-called 'friends' are not worthy to know.

Fortunately, I did not take them so important...

So lost, do not feel sad...
A lot of things, as long as we do not look so important,
lost, it will not hurt...

He was really afraid I do not want him? He really afraid that I give up him? He really afraid I said to him 'break' it? He is to retain me for? He said to me 'I love you ' feeling like before it? Why do not people always cherish?
 What is love? 

Love is a simple and complex emotions....
Some people do not want to face love, and perhaps fear, perhaps the pain too....
Some people are willing to face, but hypocrisy...
Some true, but not good love...
No one knows when the love of God came, perhaps you tasted the sweet, in the endonly a broken heart...

Mr.A...

Love is actually a kind of fate...

Love is a responsibility...

Love is hard to have...

When you have love, please be sure to cherish, to care...




since u call me dun dump u tat time...i promise to u...i wont dump u anymore...
I hurt you earlier,
 I have been retribution...
Can now go together well again?
That depends on us...

領悟

2011年...踏入19歲的一年...

成績放榜了...

傷心的時刻也已經渡過了...

辜負了媽咪和他對我的希望...

或許是我真的不適合讀書吧...

很多人都叫我去學美容化妝之類的...

可是我就是不想...

我想繼續留在他身邊和他一起讀書...

卜卦的說我沒女生緣...難怪身邊的好朋友都是男生...
還說我女兒身...男子性格...難怪和男生聊得比較投緣...
卜卦的話值得相信嗎？見人見智吧...


不過在這新的一年...
我發現媽咪她真的太疼我了...
為什麼我做錯她都不罵我...
還是她覺得孩子長大了不可以被罵？
有一晚，她載我出去，竟然是為了和我說...
‘我比我想像中還要愛妳...妳就是我的生命...我的全部.........'
我看著她的眼淚，自己也忍不住哭了...
我們什麼都沒有說...又回到了家裡...
她告訴我，不要給自己太大壓力讀書，讀到就繼續讀，讀不到就出來學美容之類的...
她還說只要是我喜歡的東西，她都會嘗試去喜歡，她要我過得開心而不帶遺憾...
有她做我的媽咪...是我這輩子最大的福氣...


反倒是我...什麼都做不好...

他的家裡發生了那麼大件事...

我都幫不上忙...也說不了什麼...

唯一能做的就是不讓他煩惱我的事情...

不去吵他...
他的命運會和我一樣嗎？
我希望不會吧...
我都已經漸漸習慣了...
他現在都那麼大了，才來承受這一切，或許經過這次的事情，他能夠重新的站起來....

不要再像以前那樣過日子了，做人做事什麼都要認真啊...

他現在一定很煩...可是他還是得專心讀書啊...真擔心這件事會影響他的學業...

逃避不能解決事情啊...不要關著自己...應該多出去走走...就會看到不一樣的世界啊...

2011年，新的髮型，新的人生，新的世界在等待著我....
我要好好過這一年，好好享受還是19歲的天空...
明年就會邁向20歲噢....
真不想那麼快老...

I really wish tat everyone beside me will happily go through everyday....

I love u...MUMMY...

I love u...Hubby...
MUACKZZZ....